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I am angry.
Mad.
Jilted.
Neglected.
Avoided.
Forgotten.
Quietly ridiculed.
Unfair. Unfeeling. Undeserved.
Why?
Am I cruel?
out-of-step?
uncool?
or just "off"?
uncomfortable?
Unaware?
Undesireable.
Help. Really.
How? What? Who?
Because all I really want is Love.
Care.
Concern.
Interest.
Feeling.
Again, HOW???
From him.
From her.
From them.
To them?
Nothing matters if it only matters to me.
Who will?
Oh Shanny Pan!!! I was thinking about you ALL day yesterday! I wanted to call and have you come over but I didn't know what you had planned. Just goes to show that I shouldn't wonder I should just call! The poem is truly poignant and you are a great writer but I wish you felt loved more than you do. I need to show you more that you are love by me every second of every day! I am going to text you right now!!
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